stuck.

I'm at an awkward time in my life. When I know who I want to be, what I want to do, where I want to go, yet, I feel stuck. Life is interesting. It's always throwing new things my way. Still I feel like I'm glued to the middle of it all; watching the chaos dance around me.

I want to jump in.

I guess some could say I'm suicidal. I don't agree. I see it as grasping my dreams and sharing them with the world for the rest of my life. Our WORLD, the world we live in, the world we know……..is black and white. I want to be red, purple, blue, hot pink, orange, green, and yellow.

Extravagantly colorful.

Sure, my life is routine; I'll break it…………one day. One day I'll step outside of this united soil of complacent souls, into the land of the unknown.

I want to know.

For now, I'm stuck.